My Only Aunt

There's too much emotion, and too little I can write
There's too much to refocus, and too little I can fight
Sometimes I ask myself why, other times I ask when
Sometimes I see the light, most times I see sin
More like smoke it, you saw me on those curbsides again
Told me the black and milds shouldn't light in the California winds
They'd scar me, and they did
But I had already started, when things go for the worse I keep walking
When I heard you passed, the shit was shocking
And I can't say I don't miss you, because I do darling
I remember when I ate all the shrimp off your plate
It was a family dinner!; Auntie, you shouldn'tve been late!
But when I heard things weren't so straight, I almost happened to break
Tears began forming, naw Noah, go back to your nickname
See things were strange, and info wasn't given out properly
Then I found out a few named people tried to con you out of properties
And they got the numbers I usually lock in, Eyleen
And it hurts to know when I last saw you that everything seemed serene
All I can say is I'm happy the last thing I did was hug you
Say everything was peace, walked onto my bus and yelled back, I love you!

I swear the people that did this, are half this country away from being undiscovered.