Clearance

All women lie in the worst ways
I can't even get my mother to acknowledge me on my birthday
Even worse is the women my age are all thirsty
Wanting me to love them, then they forget to try and reimburse me
Like, this one girl was mad flirty
She had a man, and I knew to back down when I can
And that was the plan, things led to coveting
Worst came to worser, she said she was loving me
So we got together because we felt like the authority
She was saying things late nights like, "I just want to feel you exploring me."
We broke up, now days I feel like she's ignoring me
Knowing I have time on my hands to do things she implored to me
Sometimes I get jealous
Then again, sometimes I speak reckless with my tongue off it's leash
Though it's hue is silver I find myself losing the races
With men half my weight in gold running at much slower paces
And that's always some just in case shit
I never feel like I'll make it to the finish in these type of events
My body is emotionally spent
So whenever I see a woman I'm attracted to, I'm gauging her as faceless
Engaging her... never
All women lie, and not just on their backs
Not just when I spit the facts and they can't take it
So they always make me feel like I'm wrong for thinking before I begin to think it...