Realization: Step 2

Looking back, I don't even know how many fights we've been in
With my vocal pitch still at the calmest sentence, crazy right ?
Step 2 comes along and it becomes easier to recognize
She wasn't whom I claimed once upon a time
So I ended us with no happily ever after, just a happily nevermore
I hope that doesn't make her feel insecure
Because sure she lied to me and I couldn't trust her
But maybe she'll learn from whatever mistakes she's made with me
before she lets yet another man fuck her
I pray they use a rubber, actually
I pray he nuts in her, and they have no finances to finance it
In actuality I believe the THEY she speaks of is actually WE
Which in turn means "you all" when I'm speaking at YOU ALL
You can't exit the same category you placed your damn self in
But recognizing that is just where the second step ends
I tried to tell her side, and I tried to let it ride
But my mind was tired of the blatant signs
And my heart wasn't accepting the fact someone else settled in
Why do you think I thought the shit was hilarious ? Laughter
is the best medicine
I swear she's dense like the rest of them
Thus why she fits in with the rest of them
I suppose that's something I'm willing to move past and she can revel in