Reclaim

I lost my mind and haven't been able to reclaim it

Or find it, remembering lines from when my brain split

Headaches and heartbreaks

Ripping apart what some say to show them their words appear fake

Seen through or seen too soon

Making silly remarks to scare off the people with whom I used to be cool

Seeing no one as my equal, so they say I changed up

But aren't those just our standards that changed us?

If two Jews and a mixed guy that looks Black walk into a bar

The women leave with them, and I'm driving home drunk at high speeds again

In truth, I couldn'tve taken them too far

But they still retaliate, saying I need to get some pussy without a leash some make

Like bitches have ever crossed my warning tape

They clearly see the wingman within me, maybe see that I'm seldom forgiving

Drinking some sort of chilled alcoholic beverage just to avoid the hate

Hoping I have blunts rolled for when I don't know my escapes

Wanting what I can't have, and having what I don't want

Just feels like they're in the way, ignored phone calls and dropped text messages

I can't have any respect for them

Because when it's given up too quick, the difficulty feels reset on the bitch

And that's been seven years running relived

When nothing new comes to the forefront, fruition seems like a light far off

So I play the background, headaches and heartbreaks in my hand

Letting my liver be the one to soak it all in