Let Me Backlash You

I break ties quicker than I can get a woman off my scrotum
I break bonds easier than how I ever hold them
It seems every time I try to get around the obstacles, I'm tore up
Despite the arrogant ego, despite me being focused
Despite me being the most potent, I'm always shot down
Always said to be spoiled, but it makes no sense when I have no money around
Feeling like I'm six-feet underground, and everyone looks down on me
Still breathing, everyone saying I only spit fallacies
And that shit always rattles me
Like I'm naive and don't know how the world works, niggas just trying to battle me
My best of friend left, what kind of pal is he?
My younger brother isn't looking down on me, guess I'm easily forgotten
No options other than to strap up and set out
Or open the books; try to struggle the next two years out
Write my emotions, let the pen bleed out
Try to remember the combination to the gun locker to pull the double Ds out
I'm a cobra... if you entice me, I swear you'll bleed out
And if you slap me, I make sure the mark is present
If everything is destined, then so was today
Who could give a fuck what a mother could say?
When in the hardest times she just turns herself the other way
Never to commend me for the eloquence I portray
But when the fights bring out the worst in me, and I lash back
She's just another pawn in my game, and then finally sees she's just a loosed hatch
More like an escape when I don't want to look back
More like a taste of what she was when she was young, look at how I react
So when I'm gone before you, and the other two seem disloyal
You're going to feel real fucked up that you never had my back