The Glass Shattered

Tonight was an eternity, I've never seen so much blood
The funniest thing was, it wasn't just from my right forearm
See the past two weeks have been trying
Goddamn my writing, it hurts with every word I scribe
Maybe another swig of the 151 will help me enjoy this ride
God, I LOVE YOU Depression, where have you been all my life?
My Aunt died, I smoke in heavy doses, my family moved farther,
My mind is lost, and niggas have been hitting my god daughter!
Motherfucker, did you know that was my daughter?
I'm more of a father to her than Dre ever is, I know you've heard of me
The same way that little nigga Marcus did when he was fucking Tahj
I broke BOTH his knees, and threw bleach in his eyes, I bet he still loses sleep!
So when I heard Emoni was getting beaten
I owed Dre a favor, so I drove around with Ms. 'Nina
She was in the safe for 2 years, I knew I couldn't leave her
So I figured if niggas ever got missy, I would announce my demeanor
So 151 and some reefer, I was driving with my eyes shut
Fuck life, when does death become a highlighted feature?
Basically, we catch him beating them again
Bad situation, caught a nigga on candid camera
Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha
Put ether in his nostrils, and we drug him to the same ditch
We buried the niggas that almost slit me last year
Dre was so mad, as told by his reaction
The nigga was still one man when you looked at him, but cut into little fractions
I've never seen so much blood
I dropped him off in my silly haze, and fell in love
She greeted me with the same chords she did before
Tempting me to slice two veins with my pocketknife in my right forearm
No need to scar your left again, let's stress release you
And if death won't take you yet, and you're single, I'll relieve you
Even when your exes change their ways to now hang in circles you don't want to be associated with
You begin to think about problems
You sister is half a continent away, as is your first love
The weed always fades away, and the Asians are quicker to forget you than when you started
So bandage up, no time to reminisce on the gashes
Because in due time, those will multiply into not allowing those same people to come backstab you